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I was finally able to get rid of my high heels. We were finally in the hotel room, but we only had 6 hours to rest before our flight to Fiji. After I changed into a tank top and shorts, what I wasn't going to wear lingerie 7ta lw it's our honeymoon. Well, I won't wear it now.
As I went out of the bathroom, I faced Faisal's shirtless back and I was speechless and this was not bcuz he was hot. My jaw fell, his back was covered in scars and burns. I gasped and that made him turn around.
Faisal: wsho?
Maha: Faisal esh ha4a..
I really wish he didn't turn around. If I thought his back looked bad then his chest looked worse. I pointed at his chest and covered my mouth. Tears pooled my eyes, that was what happened while he was away. I went closer to him, and my finger traced a scar that ran from his shoulder blade to his heart.
Maha: Faisal, esh 9ar hinak?
Faisal: Maha.. please..
Maha: laa! Faisal! NO! Gedrt tnseny my question when you first came back, bes hlmarra I want answers. No, I need answers.
Faisal: ok ok bgolik bes calm down, please.
I sat crossed legged on the bed while he stood in front of me, and I waited for him to start talking. I couldn't stop staring at the scars and burns; they didn't look like they were going to go anytime soon. He had some semi-healed scars though, and they looked more pink than skin colored. In a weird way, I found them hot.
Maha: Faisal btetklm wila keef?
I was a bit impatient, can you blame me? I knew he went through a lot, I just didn't know it was that bad. My poor baby he had a life-long reminder of it now.
Faisal: hey hey hey la t9e7en. I'll be ok, it wasn't that bad.
Maha: Faisal! Shift 6'hrik int? You have scars everywhere! Burns too. Please, bes goli gabel ma anhebl.
Faisal: Ok, the first month was easy. I only got 2 or 3 bullets bes gdro yshelonhm. The second month was easy too I only got bruises. Then a fire was set blbase, but I got out of there without injuries. B3den they took me w some other guys, and then that's when they tortured us for information....
I listened while he told me about everything he's been through, tears rolled down my cheeks silently. The more I knew what they did to him, the more my pain grew. Every whip he told me about, every knife that sliced through his skin, every punch and kick they did to him, I felt while my heart broke.
Faisal: w bes.
Maha: Faisal, 7beby, why didn't you tell me all this before?
I got up from the bed, and sat on his lap. Judge me all you want, but right now I need to be as close to him as possible.
Faisal: 3shan ma kint abek you think of me as weak.
Maha: I think of you as anything, but weak. Even heroes have a right to bleed. So don't worry baby, you're still my hero.
He pressed a kiss to my head, and I leant my head against his shoulder. Sometime between me saying what I said to him, and him kissing my head I fell asleep. We had a long day, and we're going to have an even longer one tomorrow.
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We arrived to Fiji 2 days ago, the weather was perfect. It got pretty chilly at night, but it was warm and hot in the morning. We were having a picnic beside Nakawaga waterfall, and it got chilly and I was wearing a strapless summer dress.
Faisal: brdana?
Maha: errmm, no.
Ok, so we might've had a fight before we go out, I refused to bring a cardigan with me and Faisal warned me. Now I'm cold, and my pride won't let me admit it. Suddenly my shoulders were warm, and my arms too. Faisal brought me his jacket; I don't know what I'll ever do without him.
Maha: shokran.
Faisal: 3fwan baby, you know it wouldn't kill you to listen to me tra.
Maha: o9 don't ruin the moment.
I laughed and covered his mouth with my palm. I so didn't want to admit that he was right.
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2 weeks later we had to leave Fiji. We were still in bed, and I really really didn't feel like packing.
Maha: lazim ngom, al7in?
Dl3 voice, on.
Faisal: Mahoyyy...
Looks like I need the big guns for this. I put my arm across his stomach, and gave him the puppy face.
Faisal: nooo.. Don't.. Mo the puppy face please!
I still had my puppy face expression on, now I have to offer him something he wants.
Maha: we can even...
Faisal: as much as I'd love to, but our flight is in 7 hours and we haven't packed anything. Plus, did you not get enough?
I threw a pillow at his face, and slipped on his shirt then I went to change.
3 hours later, we had everything packed and we were ready to go. The airport was 2 hours away, so we had to leave.
Maha: I'm going to miss the view, it's so beautiful.
Faisal: you are.
Maha: don't try mister, you're not getting any kisses after what you said.
Faisal: not even a tiny one?
Maha: nop, suck it up.
Faisal: buuut whyy?
Maha: 3shan tt3lm tt6nz marra thanya.
We finally got to the airport, and now it was time for our flight to Paris.
Faisal: excited for Paris?
Maha: 6b3n! I can't wait for all the shopping.
Faisal: I'm so not excited for that, bes tdren what I'm really excited for?
Maha: what?
Faisal: Rome.
Maha: why?
Faisal: bcuz it was where I found the love of my life.
I had a really big awh moment.
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We've been in Paris a week, and everything was heavenly. The food was great, the shopping was even better, and Faisal was perfect. Until, we got that call.
Faisal: alo?
..
Faisal: ee n3m?
..
Faisal: aha ok.
..
Faisal: lazim? Bes ana..
..
Faisal: ee fahem ok. I'll be there in the morning.
I had a feeling what this is about.
Maha: what?
Faisal: I'm sorry, baby I really am, but I have to go. So, we need to go back home. We can't go to Italy.
Maha: what do you mean you have to go?
Faisal: I have an assignment.
Maha: how long this time? Don't lie to me.
Faisal: it's just for 2 months, and I promise it's only 2 months.
Maha: not longer?
Faisal: no. I won't stay for more than 2 months, I love you.
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I've been back for Riya9' for 2 weeks now, and I've been really sick lately. I keep vomiting (allah ykrmkm) and feeling dizzy, and I have unbelievably painful cramps. I think it's nothing really, but Anoud wants me to go to a doctor.
xo
Faisal: wsho?
Maha: Faisal esh ha4a..
I really wish he didn't turn around. If I thought his back looked bad then his chest looked worse. I pointed at his chest and covered my mouth. Tears pooled my eyes, that was what happened while he was away. I went closer to him, and my finger traced a scar that ran from his shoulder blade to his heart.
Maha: Faisal, esh 9ar hinak?
Faisal: Maha.. please..
Maha: laa! Faisal! NO! Gedrt tnseny my question when you first came back, bes hlmarra I want answers. No, I need answers.
Faisal: ok ok bgolik bes calm down, please.
I sat crossed legged on the bed while he stood in front of me, and I waited for him to start talking. I couldn't stop staring at the scars and burns; they didn't look like they were going to go anytime soon. He had some semi-healed scars though, and they looked more pink than skin colored. In a weird way, I found them hot.
Maha: Faisal btetklm wila keef?
I was a bit impatient, can you blame me? I knew he went through a lot, I just didn't know it was that bad. My poor baby he had a life-long reminder of it now.
Faisal: hey hey hey la t9e7en. I'll be ok, it wasn't that bad.
Maha: Faisal! Shift 6'hrik int? You have scars everywhere! Burns too. Please, bes goli gabel ma anhebl.
Faisal: Ok, the first month was easy. I only got 2 or 3 bullets bes gdro yshelonhm. The second month was easy too I only got bruises. Then a fire was set blbase, but I got out of there without injuries. B3den they took me w some other guys, and then that's when they tortured us for information....
I listened while he told me about everything he's been through, tears rolled down my cheeks silently. The more I knew what they did to him, the more my pain grew. Every whip he told me about, every knife that sliced through his skin, every punch and kick they did to him, I felt while my heart broke.
Faisal: w bes.
Maha: Faisal, 7beby, why didn't you tell me all this before?
I got up from the bed, and sat on his lap. Judge me all you want, but right now I need to be as close to him as possible.
Faisal: 3shan ma kint abek you think of me as weak.
Maha: I think of you as anything, but weak. Even heroes have a right to bleed. So don't worry baby, you're still my hero.
He pressed a kiss to my head, and I leant my head against his shoulder. Sometime between me saying what I said to him, and him kissing my head I fell asleep. We had a long day, and we're going to have an even longer one tomorrow.
-
We arrived to Fiji 2 days ago, the weather was perfect. It got pretty chilly at night, but it was warm and hot in the morning. We were having a picnic beside Nakawaga waterfall, and it got chilly and I was wearing a strapless summer dress.
Faisal: brdana?
Maha: errmm, no.
Ok, so we might've had a fight before we go out, I refused to bring a cardigan with me and Faisal warned me. Now I'm cold, and my pride won't let me admit it. Suddenly my shoulders were warm, and my arms too. Faisal brought me his jacket; I don't know what I'll ever do without him.
Maha: shokran.
Faisal: 3fwan baby, you know it wouldn't kill you to listen to me tra.
Maha: o9 don't ruin the moment.
I laughed and covered his mouth with my palm. I so didn't want to admit that he was right.
-
2 weeks later we had to leave Fiji. We were still in bed, and I really really didn't feel like packing.
Maha: lazim ngom, al7in?
Dl3 voice, on.
Faisal: Mahoyyy...
Looks like I need the big guns for this. I put my arm across his stomach, and gave him the puppy face.
Faisal: nooo.. Don't.. Mo the puppy face please!
I still had my puppy face expression on, now I have to offer him something he wants.
Maha: we can even...
Faisal: as much as I'd love to, but our flight is in 7 hours and we haven't packed anything. Plus, did you not get enough?
I threw a pillow at his face, and slipped on his shirt then I went to change.
3 hours later, we had everything packed and we were ready to go. The airport was 2 hours away, so we had to leave.
Maha: I'm going to miss the view, it's so beautiful.
Faisal: you are.
Maha: don't try mister, you're not getting any kisses after what you said.
Faisal: not even a tiny one?
Maha: nop, suck it up.
Faisal: buuut whyy?
Maha: 3shan tt3lm tt6nz marra thanya.
We finally got to the airport, and now it was time for our flight to Paris.
Faisal: excited for Paris?
Maha: 6b3n! I can't wait for all the shopping.
Faisal: I'm so not excited for that, bes tdren what I'm really excited for?
Maha: what?
Faisal: Rome.
Maha: why?
Faisal: bcuz it was where I found the love of my life.
I had a really big awh moment.
-
We've been in Paris a week, and everything was heavenly. The food was great, the shopping was even better, and Faisal was perfect. Until, we got that call.
Faisal: alo?
..
Faisal: ee n3m?
..
Faisal: aha ok.
..
Faisal: lazim? Bes ana..
..
Faisal: ee fahem ok. I'll be there in the morning.
I had a feeling what this is about.
Maha: what?
Faisal: I'm sorry, baby I really am, but I have to go. So, we need to go back home. We can't go to Italy.
Maha: what do you mean you have to go?
Faisal: I have an assignment.
Maha: how long this time? Don't lie to me.
Faisal: it's just for 2 months, and I promise it's only 2 months.
Maha: not longer?
Faisal: no. I won't stay for more than 2 months, I love you.
-
I've been back for Riya9' for 2 weeks now, and I've been really sick lately. I keep vomiting (allah ykrmkm) and feeling dizzy, and I have unbelievably painful cramps. I think it's nothing really, but Anoud wants me to go to a doctor.
xo
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