Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter12

There's something you should understand, Anoud w Turki have been married for 2 years now, ok? The first year of their marriage was spent in Saudi, la tnson.

Enjoy!

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Previously:

I don't deserve him, I'm broken and bruised. I'm used and abused. He deserves the best, and I'm the furthest thing from the best. He'll eventually realize that he doesn't want a girl who's used and abused, he doesn't want a sl*t as a wife. No one does, and he's an amazing guy. He deserves the best, and I don't deserve. Adri ena glbi byn7rg w ytg63 3aleh e4a tzwj w7da thanya, bes I can't let him stay with me especially after what happened. 

Turki: mt2akda mn eltbena?
Anoud: more than anything.
Turki: ajl, enti 6alig. 

I couldn't believe that Turki didn't even fight for me, but I guess I brought this on to myself. God, this is it. I'm free from all the chains that bind me to him, why don't I feel good then? Why does it feel worse now? 

Turki: tjek elwrga awl ma trj3en elriya9' enshallah.

He went out of the apartment, and slammed the door after him. I messed up, so much. I know I'll regret this, but he deserves much better.


Turki's P.O.V:

Ana 7mar. Mfro9' ma 6lgt'ha, 7ta lam she asked for it. I shouldn't have given up on her so easily, bed tkrhni. Hya tkrahni! Ana esh aswy? Magdr a3'9bha! Walla lw y6e7 Waleed elklb bydi, a4b7h.

I went into the nearest grocery shop, and I threw a few Euros at the cashier and asked him for a packet of Molboro. I haven't smoked in 3 years, since the day Anoud said yes to marrying me. I've loved her for 28 years, which is all my life, and I would do anything to make her happy. She hated the fact that I smoked, so I quit. For her. But since I don't have her now, then it doesn't matter what I do anymore. 

I lit up a cigarette the minute I had my hands on the packet, and a lighter. I took a drag of it, and exhaled slowly. I missed it, I miss how much comfort and relaxation it gave me. I was enjoying my smoke, when my phone started ringing. It was Maha, weird. What did she want?

Turki: alo?
Maha: ahlan bliii ga63 e5taaa wla yklmha. Zojtik a54tik mnii! 

I laughed, and shook my head. No matter how old my sister gets; not including the fact that she's a mom to a one year old now, she'll still act like my baby sister.

Turki: how old are you? 
Maha: E5, I'm 24 now. T5yl? 
Turki: How's Reemyy? 
Maha: tslm 3la 5alhaa! 
Turki: I miss her so much.
Maha: and her mom. Ezibda esm3 ma dget 3lek 3shan tgoli gd esh u miss me and my baby I already know that u do. 
Turki: ajl wsh 3ndik yalth8h?
Maha: mdri, fj2a w ana g3da 7set fe shy 3'l6, bes mdri.. Are u guys ok?

I was shocked, how did Maha know? I was almost certain Anoud didn't tell her anything, that's so weird. I cleared my throat when I realised she was starting to doubt me and started to answer.

Turki: hw ee we're fine!
Maha: akeed?
Turki: ee mahoy.
Maha: ail why are u smoking? 
Turki: besmallah.. L2ni m9'3'o6. 5la9 Maha aklmik b3den.

After my call with Maha ended; I decided I won't give up on Anoud so easily. I'll get her back, step by step so I went over to the flower shop, and bought Anoud's favourite flowers and put them in a bouquet. I also stopped by a Chinese take-out place, and bought dinner. I knew she'd be hungry and exhausted so maybe this will help her. I know it'll take a lot of time to get her back, but I'll do it even if my life depended on it.

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It's been 2 weeks since I 'divorced' Anoud. Nothing changed in our lives much; except the fact that we're both very quiet now. We even spend most of our time in the apartment. Anoud's phone started ringing, and by now I know who it is. It was Reema pleading her to go out, but Anoud wouldn't go. She was always depressed and sad; the only places she went to were her work place and the university.

She threw her phone on the couch, and went into the room. I did something that I might regret later, but she needs it and I would never forgive myself if she stayed in this state. She may not want my help or entertainment but she needs a friend right now. So I called Reema, and asked her to come over. A few minutes later, the doorbell rang. I opened it, and smiled at Reema. I thanked her for coming and went to call Anoud. 

Knock knock..

Turki: 3noud, eft7i elbab?
Anoud: esh tb3'a?
Turki: fe a7d 3nd elbab lk.

Anoud went out and saw Reema, I decided to leave them alone.

Turki: yallah, ana bro7 e4a b3'eto shay gololi.

I gave them a quick smile and went out, now I can relax. I walked around the wet streets of Munich thinking about how can I win Anoud back? I don't want us to live this way. At all. I need her, I need to have her in my life,  but I have no idea how. 

I lit up a cigarette and dragged slowly, I don't find the relaxation I want in cigarettes anymore. It's like Anoud became my smoke; she became my drug, my painkiller and my pain. I was wondering off, when my phone started ringing. The caller ID said Mom, why would my mom be calling?

Turki: hala bSit el7bayb!
Noura: hala bli mb bar bWaldenah.
Turki: afaa! Ana mo bar yoma?
Noura: ee 6b3n! Al7en m3gola 9arlkm a year bMunich wla jeto zrtona wla mrra? 
Turki: asfen yal3'alya bes tdren elderasa wlsh3'l mo sahlen.
Noura: ma 3lena mnik, bnti kefha?
Turki: meen? 
Noura: 3noud! Hw shfek nset zojtik?
Turki: laaa 6b3n bes shket, el7amdellah yoma 6ayba. Tslm 3lekm!
Noura: jmbik hee al7en, aklmha?
Turki: laa walla mama hy blshiga w ana 6al3..
Noura: tarik zojtik l7alha?
Turki: laa m3ha 9degt'haa.
Noura: ee kwys, 6b esm3!
Turki: smi?
Noura: Ana w obok jayen bokra.
Turki: haa? keef?
Noura: ana w obok bn6l3 elm6ar b3d shwy w r7ltna to9al el9b7! Kna bnsaweha lkm mofaj2a bes ana glt ma y9eer. 

I laughed a nervous laugh. Oh god, could my parents pick a worse timing? 

Turki: eee btnwron.

~

I went into the apartment with a shocked face, esh nswy al7en?

Turki: 3noud! 3noudi! Weenik? 

I waited for her to reply, and 3 minutes later she came out of her room. Looks like she just came out of the shower. I saw her, and for a few minutes I couldn't talk. She looked normal, and happy. She looked like the girl I fell in love with, and when I saw her I forgot how to speak. She is just so beautiful.

Anoud's P.O.V:

Why is he staring? Can't he see how awkward it's making me feel? Yarb he stops. 

Anoud: ugh, Turki b3'et shay?
Turki: hmmm…
Anoud: Turki!! Knt tb3'a shay?
Turki: ee! 
Anoud: esh?
Turki: my parents are coming tomorrow.
Anoud: this can not be happening! A5yas min ki4a watt? Mafe! 

I covered my face with my hands, and I almost cried. Why now? We just got divorced. Now I have to sleep in the same room as him, ya allah. This is such a horrible time. 

Turki: let's get started.

By 1 AM we have moved all my stuff, and I was just laying there. A long long week was going to be ahead of us. 

Turki: allaah y3een.

~

I came home from uni, and I was dead tired, but my in laws are here! So I had to suck it up. The minute I saw 5alty; I hugged her so tight, and tears clouded my vision. 

Noura: 7bebty 3noud wallaa allah y3lm gd esh shtgtlk! 
Anoud: mamaaa noura!

I was in tears, for some reason I just realised how homesick I am. I kissed her forehead and hand, and did the same to 3mi Khalid. We sat together and chatted for a while, after lunch 5alty wanted to go shopping. So I went inside the room and picked out what I wanted to wear. I wanted something comfy, so I chose a pair of skinny nudish/pinkish pants and I paired it with Turki's loose denim button-down shirt and I tied it from the bottom. I slipped on my beige espadrilles, grabbed my sunglasses and my bag.

Anoud: yalla, mama? 

She smiled at me and lifted one finger k2na she was saying eno wait. I was distractedly playing with my wedding ring, when my hands were grabbed by very familiar male ones. I looked up and Turki had both my hands in his, and he gently spread my palms, and he pressed a kiss on  the inside of my hands. I blushed obviously, but from the inside I was soaring. He brushed his lips against my forehead, and dropped my hands. They felt cold instantly, and I felt a stab to my heart when I realised that all that was an act.

To be continued…
xo

10 comments:

  1. A GREATTTTT CHAPTEEERRRRRR , ABIIIII TUUUURRRKKKIIIII :(((
    -FN7

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  2. LAZM YRJ3OON M3 B39' MALE D5L HALA BTRJ3EENHM, y9ey7 keef turki y7bha w ybeeha w hy b3d w t6lgo gsmbellah shwy w a9ee7 :'(<3-lulu

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  3. A7LA MNN 4A EL CHAPTER????????????

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  4. You copied another blog but with different events.

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  5. Love your blog, next chapter ASAP please ��������

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  6. amazing chapter!!!!!!! can't wait for the next one
    when are u gonna post again?
    #teamturki

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