DON'T SKIP THIS!!
I missed u guys so much</3 The past 2 weeks have been so hectic for me bl9'ab6 I couldn't sit still for half an hour. I had a lot of things going on in my life, so sorry for not posting regularly w I had midterms kman! (YUCK! Free at last now though :D!) I've been a horrible blogger, friend, sister, daughter, and everything this past month. Enshallaaah b9l7 all my crap. Then to top it off I had a serious case of writer's block, y3.
P.S:
I'm sorry for my outburst on ask that day bes walla I was having a pretty sh*tty day w adri eno that's no excuse bes el7a8 yo8al some people were so not helpful or supportive.
I wanted to post this chapter as a surprise for you guys, but life (more like 2 year olds) got in the way.
Enjoy x
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"That was the last of it." I told Turki to reassure him. We had just packed all the bags, and made sure we had everything we needed.
Turki: jahza?
Anoud: ee, mita bn6l3 elm6ar?
Turki: b3d sa3h 7beby.
Anoud: 'kay.
I got used to him calling me names; I always thought that because we acted to so much he just forgets sometimes. I secretly have to admit that I like it; in a way it makes me feel better about myself bcuz I sometimes need to feel like this isn't a loveless marriage.
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We arrived at the airport, and we went through security and the check in and everything. Now we're just waiting for them to call us to board. I had 2 sleeping pills to force myself to sleep on the plane even though it isn't a very long flight, but as Turki put it I need as much as sleep as I can get bcuz I'm an 'emotional wreck' which I'm so not. Naturally, I'm exhausted right now and I keep dozing off.
I wouldn't have minded as much if I didn't put my head on your shoulder every time, even though you never showed that it bothered you or anything.
"Flight L7236 to Munich, start boarding."
We went in the plane and I immediately slept ignoring the fact that I was freezing, but he never forgot. He made me wear his jacket, and covered me with a blanket. If I weren't so tired and sleepy I would've reacted, but he made me feel so warm and safe.
I woke up 4 hours later feeling like I'm in the safest place in the world, and I didn't know how since we were in a plane and I had a phobia from them. I said the anxiety pills were the reason, but deep down I knew it was because of him.
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We finally arrived to our apartment. Since it was 5 AM the weather was chilly so I pulled Turki's jacket closer to me. B3d ma 76ena klshy inside and we sorted everything out, Turki showed me around our new home.
It felt weird to be sharing an apartment with a man, but he wasn't a stranger. He was technically my husband.
Turki: ok so ha4i ur room, w ha4eek mine w that's just an extra bedroom. We have a maid that comes every day for 4-5 hours. She can do laundry twice a week lw tben? I used to do it myself bes ymkin enti..
Anoud: esbo3 3ly w esbo3 3aleha?
Turki: sounds good. Also, you can ask her to get the groceries lw tben aw malik 5ilg. Ngdr nro7 n6l3 sim cards w njeb akel al7en if ure hungry?
I smiled at him, he looked so nervous msken.
Anoud: it's 5 AM I think it's better lw we slept a bit awl.
Turki: yeah ure right, urm 3noudii?
Anoud: sm?
Turki: sm allah 3dwk, would you.. urm.. fe this place..
Anoud: ewa?
Turki: it's a mexican restaurant.. I'm sure you'll love it..
Anoud: the point Turki?
Turki: wdik n6l3 nt3'ada wla nt3sha feh elyom?
Anoud: sure!
I smiled at him, and he smiled back. Awl marra he really smiles at me like min glb, I think my heart just skipped a few beats. What on earth is wrong with me?
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We walked to this small warm looking restaurant, and I had been very quiet. I would turn and find Turki staring at me sometimes and I would just blush.
Turki: Mrs.Marquez how are you?
Mrs.Marquez: How many times I tell you call me Gabriel!
Turki: ok ok Gabriel.
Gabriel: I'm great, been waiting for you to come back. Camilla misses you so much!
I felt a little jealous at the mention of a girl, she was most probably mexican and gorgeous with a stunning body. Why on earth am I thinking like this?
Turki: I missed her so much more! I'm back for a while now, we could go on with our lessons.
Gabriel: yeess! We need to work on your spanish, I'm pretty sure you lost it.
Turki: I kind of forgot a bit, but Camilla will help!
I couldn't get any more jealous, and to top it off I was being ignored.
Gabriel: I'm sorry I was so rude dear! I forget myself around this handsome boy. Well Turki, who is this very beautiful and gorgeous girl?
I blushed at her words, and looked down at my feet. My long brown hair falling on my face and hiding me from the world.
Anoud: hii..
Turki: this is 3noud.
Gabriel: this is Anoud?
I saw her eyes becoming wide, and her smile becoming so huge it could split her face in half.
Anoud: yess?
I was confused, does she know me?
Gabriel: you're so much more prettier than I heard!
I turned around and gave Turki a look.
Anoud: tklmt 3ni?
Turki: mrrah wla mrteen..
Anoud: awww!
He stuck his tongue out at me and I laughed.
The rest of the night was fun; we talked all night and I've never felt so free around Turki. I met Camilla and turns out she's a 13 year old girl who has no intention whatsoever to do anything with Turki, and I was relieved. To my horror I think I'm starting to like Turki.
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It's been 2 months since we've been in Germany. Life has fell into a boring routine for me, and a busy one for Turki. I barely saw him and he was never home.
So I decided since it was a Saturday, and I was very lonely that he might want to have breakfast with me? Kind of like our first day in Germany. I cooked everything he likes. I probably went over the top, but hopefully he's hungry?
I put down the last plate of pancakes on the dining table, just as he went into the kitchen.
Turki: allaaah esh ha4a kla? 3azma nas?
Anoud: laa bes glt mnzman ma jlsna m3 b39' w ma shftik so why not have breakfast?
Turki made a face like he was in pain.
Turki: asif 3noudii! Wallaa marra asif bes elyom el3yal msawen mobarat w I said I would join them, so I have to leave now. Bye!
He went out of the apartment faster than I could say bye back to him. I was so frustrated I cried; I had been so lonely for the past 2 months. I never went out except to get groceries or to go to uni or to work. I didn't have a life at all, unlike Turki. He was out all the time, and just when I thought I could get him to pay me some attention this happens. Well, I won't let him bother me! If he doesn't care about me then I sure as hell don't care about him!
I cleaned up the kitchen, and sat on the couch thinking what to do. I called my Kuwaiti friend Reema; she was always telling me let's go out and I was always too shy to say yes. Today I called her and we planned a full day outing, and it would be perfect. She wasn't Maha, but she was close enough.
To be continued...
xo
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