Friday, September 27, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter5

This post is dedicated to everyone who supported me, and respected my circumstances<3 Longest chapter I've ever posted :p

Enjoy!

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I picked up a few files that Turki left laying around the table and lifted them above on his shelf. The sleeves of my shirt fell and the bruise I had from the guy who sat next to me on the plane. 

Turki: 3noud esh ha4a?

I turned around and quickly tried to hide my arms with my sleeves.

Anoud: wsho?
Turki: ely fe ydik esh. 

He was talking through his teeth. I was getting really scared of him.

Anoud: 5la9 Turki ma tswa.
Turki: wreny ydik, al7een.

I was too scared to argue so I gave him my arm. He saw the bruise on my wrist and I could feel him getting angerier; I was really scared that he might do something to me. 

Turki: k*lb. 7m*r. Mfro9' rbet'h yom kan gdamy! 

He lifted his hand and I closed my eyes thinking that he was going to hit me. He smacked his fist into a glass table breaking it to bits and pieces. Then he did something I never thought he'd do, he started moving his fingers over my bruise in a way that made me have goosebumps everywhere in my body. 

Anoud: Turki, stop. Your fingers are bleeding. 3adi bes ashofhm?
Turki: ma y3wr.
Anoud: al7en ent y7glik t39b w tswy drama 3shan a bruise, but I can't worry bcuz your fist is covered in blood? Please Turki. Wallaa lazim nwgf elbleeding. 

He relaxed his fist and I took hold of it. I examined it carefully. I started taking care of the cuts, and wrapped his fist when I was done. 

Anoud: all done, shft easy.
Turki: very easy. 
Anoud: why the sad face? Smile you grump.
Turki: y3wr.
Anoud: awww little baby wants me to kiss his little bobo? 

Turki gave me a sad puppy face and nodded. I laughed and pushed him away. 

~

After I packed the last box I had to pack before leaving. I went down to the kitchen to get some water since I was so tired. I really really wanted some food, but I have to wait till Turki comes back. I was so hungry ma aklt mn el9b7 w it's only 2 now. W tdron esh mshtahya? Mshtahya japanese food especially the soup ely fe Tokyo. [m7d jals ytshahwa abd:p] Even though we were staying at his at his parents' house, it always felt like surreal. He has been very understanding about sleeping in the couch in our living room. We were leaving to Germany in a week, but I so didn't want to bcuz that means I won't be here for Maha's baby's birth. Thank god Ghada looks like she's going to pop the baby out sometime soon. While going out of the kitchen I saw Maha sitting on the couch. I ran up to her and hugged her so tight, even though everything is still the same I feel like I miss her so much! Ever since she got married and pregnant she got busy with her own life, but we're still closer than ever. I sat on the couch with her and we started talking about everything. I was sitting sideways on the couch and I was talking to Maha excitedly about the internship I got in a law firm in Munich. Fj2a I felt a kiss on my cheek and temple; I blushed so bad and it was kind of awkward. W 6b3n kl3ada, I turned into a tomato. 

Maha: your cheeks are on fire.
Anoud: maha esktyyy!
Turki: t9dgeni lw agolik I missed you? 

Then he hung his arm around my shoulder. 

Anoud: twik shayfny! Gbl sa3h aw a8l! 
Maha: 5aleh yshtag elzojta, y7gelaah.
Turki: 9adga e5tyyy.
Anoud: ana ma adri leh enty ma tkrmena eb skotik mahouy.
Maha: lw sm7ty ana 7amil ra3y msha3ri! 

I stuck my tongue out to her, and she stuck her tongue out to me. We're such kids ma a9dg. 

Turki: okay babez shraykm tgomon w tlbson 3bayatkm? 
Anoud: weeen? 

I got so excited when he said that we're going out. It's been a while since I went out, and with Maha being heavy now we don't go out as much. Plus, all my friends are family seem so far away now. 

Turki: surprise. 
Maha: ro7o ento! Ana maly 5ilg abd.
Anoud: laaa mahoy please t3aly! Zman ma 6l3na m3 b39' I miss you! 

I was mostly saying all that bcuz I really wanted to go out, but I didn't want to be alone with Turki. 

Turki: la btjen yalla bsr3a e5l9o! 
Anoud: 6yb esh albs? 

I looked down at my leggings and shirt and felt kind of under-dressed. 

Turki: laa t3'yren ki4a bes elbsy 3baytik. 
Anoud: ok! 

I brought my bag and 3abaya and put them on. Today Mama Noura's (Turki's mom) sisters all came over with their kids and grand-kids. I passed by the playroom where all kids were and stopped to say hi. 

Anoud: haa keefkm?
Baby Sara: auntie nouda auntie nouda see I draw this! 
Anoud: allaaah. Who drew this on your face? 
Sara: Auntie Maha! 

I smiled and pointed at my cheek which meant 'give me a kiss.' 

Sara: amwah. I loove you auntie noudaa 
Anoud: show me how much you love me. 
Sara: I love you more than uncle turki loves you. 

I blushed and she gave me one more kiss on the cheek before I left. I reached the living room and stood next to Turki.

Anoud: yallaa I'm ready
Turki: weenik t25rti?
Anoud I stopped by the kids to see what they were doing. 
Turki: fe shay hena.

He pointed at my cheek, and I started rubbing then he laughed and brought a wet napkin and started wiping it gently. I was blushing so much, and I could feel Maha's eyes burning into my back. He wiped my cheek, and my chin and my lower lip. Just when I thought that he's going to go crazy and kiss me in the middle of the living room Mama Noura came in. We jumped away from each other like we're on fire. Sh*t sh*t, what on earth was that? I don't think that was bcuz Maha was looking. I was just over thinking. Calm down Anoud and focus on what she's saying. 

Noura: 3la ween?
Turki: bwdy Mahoy w 3noud mkan.
Noura: ro7 ent w 3noud l7alkm 6yb. Leh tnglon e5tik m3km?
Anoud: laa 5alty ana abeha min zmaan ma shftaha w wallaa mrra mshtagtlha w ma bga shay w nro7. 
Noura: km mrra gltlik ma3d tnadeni 5alty w tnadeny Mama! 
Anoud: asfaaa ya b3dyy entyy enshallah Mama. 

I loved 5alty so much, el7amdellah I was so blessed with her as my mother in law.

Noura: zeen ajl bes la t6wlon. 
Turki: enshallah yal3'alyah.

He kissed her forehead and hand while I had my aww moment. When we were in the car 6b3n being the kid I am I called shot gun first, and Maha sat at the back. 

Anoud: Tuuurkkiiiii!

I don't know what came over me. 
Turki: glb Turki entyy smii shb3'ety? 
Maha: ollaaaah mashallah toff toff toff. Wsh 4alt6wor! 

I kept quiet, and I was so shy for some reason. I should know eno this is all him acting, and my god he is so good. 

Turki: shfek 3nouda?
Maha: 5leha mst7yaa. 
Turki: entyy leeh ki4a 7rsh?!
Maha: keefyyy keefyy. 

He was acting so weird! After Maha and Turki's childish fight we all went silent. 

6b3n shwari3 madenat elriya9' aljamelah klha m6bat mrra more7a elm6bat. 

Maha: shwy shwy! Are you trying to kill my baby? 
Turki: ana ely mswy elshari3 mthln? I'm trying not to bes it's not my fault. 
Anoud: it would be more likely eno we'd kill you not the baby.
Turki: 3ad ana jals ant9'r your baby 3la a7r mn jmr. 
Maha: klab. Oops g9dy clowns.
Anoud: what?
Maha: y3ny 3ady ana amot? 
Anoud: akeed.
Maha: Tuuurkiiii shf zojtik.
Turki: wsh swt?
Maha: 3la eny ashek enk momkin t'hz2haa.
Turki: mosta7eeel ahz2ha. 
Maha: adry 3shan ki4a malh da3y ashke lik. M5rfntik 9a7 elo5t. 

I smiled at her, she really was clueless. 

Maha: y3ny 3ady amot?
Anoud&Turki: ahm shy elbaby.

She covered the sides of her stomach with her palms and whispered:

Maha: I hate you both!

I laughed loudly. 

Anoud: what on earth are you doing? 
Maha: mabi elbaby ysm3 klam mo kwys.
Anoud: whateverrr. Ana 6fsht, meta no9al? A9ln ween jals twdena?
Turki: here we are! W9lnaa. We arrived at Tokyo, and I swear my smile reached my ears.

Anoud: allaaah k2nik dary eno knt mshtetah! 

I completely lost myself for a second, and then I hugged Turki and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I pulled back 3la 6ol. The hell was wrong with me? I blushed. 

Turki: agraa afkarik. 
Maha: yallaah e5l9o ana jo3ana. 
Anoud: tt4kren ayam yom knty barbie w blyallah taklen? 
Maha: w ana al7en esh? 
Anoud: barney daymn taklen. 
Maha: byji dorik ya 3noud w bswy feki ely asw2 e9bri 3ly bes. 

We went inside and they guided us to a table. We sat down and like an automatic reflex Turki pulled out my hand and put it in his. I felt awkward bes 5la9 t3wdt, acting in front of his family became so natural to us. 

Waiter: hello good evening sir and madame. Allow me to say that you are a very cute couple.

Turki: uuhh thank you! 
Maha: eeh w ana wljdar wa7d, 9a7?

I laughed at Maha's huffing and puffing, and Turki looked like he wanted to laugh to me but he had to look serious. 

Turki: I'll have the... 

An hour later we were finally done eating and we had a really good time. We went back home and the minute we entered Mama Noura came to us. 

Noura: haa enbs6to? 
Anoud: ee wallaa mrra! Leetik jeety m3na Mama. 
Noura: enshallah eljayat akthr 7bebty. Esm3o 5lekm jahzen b3d elm3'rb bnro7 llestra7a! 
Turki: kelna?
Noura: ee bnjtm3 m3 ahl 3noud 3shan nshofkm gbl la tsafron. 

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I was sitting on the couch in mine and Turki's suite at his parent's house and reading my book. I was so into it when suddenly I hear Turki's foot steps on the floor, and I look up at him. The way he looked made me put down my book and talk in my lowest voice.

Anoud: hi?

He looked angry, why is he angry? I though about everything I did in the past 48 hours, nop nothing that might make him angry. He kicked off his shoes, and went inside the bathroom to change. Mo 3wayd Turki he kicks off his shoes; he's such a neat guy. Klshy is always in its place with him. I really hope everything is fine. I decided that I'll go on reading until he comes out of the bathroom. 

Half an hour later, he came out and he still looked pissed. He layed down on the couch and put his head on my lap and I went stiff. What on earth was happening here? I decided not to move or do anything until he showed what kind of mood he was in.

Turki: we're leaving next week, t2kdi ena kl ashya2ik m3k.

I gasped, what? Esh ely next week? La ya 7abeby any a79'r weldat Ghada w Maha. 

Turki: w 3noud la tna8sheni. 
Anoud: 6yb momkin tgoli what's wrong?
Turki: please.
Anoud: shof ana fahmaa eno zwajna 3al warag bes, bes ha4a mo m3ntah lazim n3amel b39' k2nena a3da2 wla mdri shlon. We can be friends tra, 3ady.

He let out a huge breath, maybe I shouldn't have said what I said? I don't know why I said it a9ln. I guess 7seet ena fen shy w ma kint abeh y7s eno he's alone. So, I did the only thing I could do, I kept quiet and played with his very short hair until he fell asleep. 

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Anoud: Turki lw sm7t! Ma aby mnik shy bes ha4a elshy elwa7ed ely gd 6lbt'h mnik. 
Turki: ma agdr! 
Anoud: please, Turki! It's Maha w Ghada's first baby! E7na dwamna ma ybda ela b3d thlath sh'hor, lesh nro7 nrtz gbl? A3'ra9'na w rslnahm! Apartment w 3ndna y3ny klshy is set el7amdelilah. Adri ena you hate faking this whole happy marriage thing 3nd your family w eno e4a r7na henak btrta7 w ana akon mrta7h akthr mnik bes aby a79'r elbirth.
Turki: 3noud.
Anoud: Turki lw sm7t! Y3ny ma tby tshof Maha's baby? 7taa Ghada e5ti ma wldt yet.
Turki: 5la9 okay.
Anoud: thank you thank you thank you thank you!

I jumped up and down, and bcuz I wasn't thinking I gave him the tightest hug ever. I blushed, and then I let go immediately when I heard his laugh.

Turki: ma benna! 

I blushed even more, and slapped myself mentally so many times. Why do I put myself in those situations? Akrh nafsy lma akon 3'bya. I called Maha to tell her the news. 

Maha: hala!
Anoud: ahleen, haa wldty?
Maha: lw eny wldt kan mo jalsa akalmek b3den tawna bdry!
Anoud: walla a7s kna 9arlik sana 7amil. Yalla 3ad jeby baby 3noud.
Maha: 3la keefik esmha 3noud? A9ln meen gal enha bint?
Anoud: Mahoy bla s5afa,  golely bint wla wld?
Maha: surprise.
Anoud: leeh surprise 6yb?
Maha: keefy! My baby, my pregnancy and I get to pick what to do!
Anoud: lma ana a7mal bswy fek nfs elshay.
Maha: la tst3jlen zye bes, twkm raj3en min elhoneymoon.
Anoud: a9ln ana b5l9 my studies awl.
Maha: ee 9a7 meta btro7on Germany?
Anoud: fe Semptember enshallah.
Maha: zeen y3ny enshallah btoknen fe 3la elwelada!
Anoud: ee enshalllah! Marra mt7amsa.
Maha: haa did Ghada pop the kid yet?

~

It was 5 AM in the morning and Faisal just called to tell me that Maha just gave birth to a healthy baby girl named Reem, but they had to put her in the ICU bcuz she was born 2 months early.  I was so happy that I forgot what time it was and ran to the couch to wake up Turki. 

Anoud: Turki! Turki! 
Turki: huh? Esh fy?
Anoud: Maha!
Turki: esh feha Maha? 9arlha shy?
Anoud: laa2 wldt! 
Turki: esh jabt? 
Anoud: bint. 
Turki: isn't it too early?
Anoud: ela 7a6o elbaby bl ICU. 
Turki: is she healthy?
Anoud: ee el7amdelilah bed she was born early that's why.
Turki: esh samoha? 
Anoud: Reem.
Turki: jamil elesm. Yalla ro7y namy w bokra nro7 nshofha mn 9b7 rabi.
Anoud: okay!

I was so excited I didn't care what he told me as long as he promises that I get to see her. 

Turki: oh, w 3noud?
Anoud: hala?
Turki: sexy shorts. 

Sh*t, nseet I was wearing my PJs.

~

Turki: 3noud ba3ed l7dt el5 if you're not ready I'm leaving without you! 
Anoud: 5l9t 5l9t! I'm here. 
Turki: el7amil 5l9t gblik.
Anoud: she's pregnant, everything looks cuter with a baby bump.
Turki: moshkiltik thee 3ad, tben t7mlen? It's not much work.
Anoud: we3 pervert.

I said while laughing and punching his shoulder. 

A while later we got to the hospital, and Maha was sleeping on the bed. I tried being so quiet while coming in, and told Turki to keep quiet too. Maha was asleep with the cutest and tiniest creature on her chest ever. Faisal was sleeping right on the plastic chairs next to them.

Anoud: awww. That's so cute. 
Turki: maybe we should come back later?

We both felt like we were intruding on a very close family moment.

Anoud: ewa ymkin a7sn.
Maha: no no don't go, t3alo shufo. 
Anoud: 97eenak?
Maha: la t5afon ma kint nayma a9ln. I was just resting my eyes shwy.

I smiled at Maha, and went closer to her. I kissed her forehead and cheek and stared at the baby. 

Anoud: smellah 3aleha. Mashallah, Maha she's so pretty.
Maha: She's just perfect, isn't she?
Anoud: yes, she is.

I stared at Maha, Faisal, and Reem. They were the perfect little family mashallah, and I felt a stab come through my heart when I realised I may not be having the same thing. I felt so happy for Maha though. 

Turki: 3adi ashelha?

I turned around and gave him a shocked look. It never occurred to me that he might like kids, but seeing him holding baby Reem made me see that. 

Maha: tben tshelnha, 3noud?
Anoud: laa ma3rf. 
Maha: elaa sheeleha. 

I carefully took baby Reem and held her close to me. I was carrying a day old baby in my arms, and it felt so good. Turki put his arm around me, and in that moment I had so many emotions going through me and it scared me to no end.

To be continued…
xo

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter4

9arly shy mo3yn I'm not comfortable in saying, please excuse me. I'm really sorry.

Here's the chapter!   I'm so excited about this story I want to write it all together, bes sadly I can't :c.

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Anoud: uhh.. Uhh.. I'm sorry?

I couldn't look away, it was like my eyes were glued to him and his veiw. I snapped back to reality when I heard him clearing his throat. I went out of the room as fast as I could, but the blush wouldn't leave my face.


The rest of the vacation went like that. Turki was really good to me, so hopefully when we live in Germany he'll still be the same. 

I zipped my bag and when I tried lifting it, it was too heavy. I felt two arms circling me and strong hands holding the bag for me I was so shocked that I lost balance and fell. When I fell, I fell on top of him and the suitcase fell on top of us. 

Anoud: AYY!
Turki: ok enty 39la ma glna shy, bes esh jwa elshn6a 4ee? 
Anoud: I. Can't. Breathe. 
Turki: I. Can't. Move.

Turki's P.O.V:

I didn't want to move either, but I have to. I pushed the bag off of her and waited for her to get up. I didn't mind the fact that she didn't get up yet, bl3ks I loved it. 

We went into the car and Anoud dozed off, and her head fell on my shoulder. I picked a late flight bcuz I knew she'd be tired and sleep. This way she won't have to spend the flight worrying or scared. 

After we were done checking in the airport and we put all of our luggage in we waited till it was our time to board. We boarded the plane and our seats were separated; I was really angry. I went and sat in my place quietly when I saw that the seat next to hers was empty. I waited for someone to go occupy it. Then a guy sat next to her, and my blood started boiling. I had a bad feeling about that guy, and I was jealous too. At first I didn't do anything, but then I noticed that Anoud was trying to stay away from him, but she couldn't. I have to do something, a5af b3den t3rf? This love thing is confusing. 

I pointed for the flight attendant to come. I tried keeping my tone low so I wouldn't sound like a jealous overbearing husband which I kind of am.

Turki: Miss, could you please switch my seat with that man over there?
Flight attendant: I'm sorry sir, but I can't.

I tried more with her, but she wouldn't let me. So I got up and went to talk to the guy myself; I took a deep breath and prayed to god he wouldn't be a jerk.

Turki: hey?
Guy: hi?

He smiled a dirty and disgusting smile, and my blood boiled. He's 5leejy. I peeked at Anoud, and saw that her eyes were filled with tears. I was way past the point of anger by that time. I was more than 'angry' or pissed; I saw read once I realized that she was almost cyring. He hurt her, that a*s

Turki: el a5 5leejy?
Guy: eeh. 
Turki: 6b esm3 o5oy mmkin a6lbik 6lbh?
Guy: amer.
Turki: mmkin tbdl amakin?

I wasn't going to tell him that I'm her husband. I wanted to see how he's going to react.

Guy: a77 la walla 93ba 4ee. Agom w atrik elzeen kla 4aa?
Turki: lw sm7t la t3'l6 zyada. Btgom wla shlon?
Guy: ent men? O5oha?
Turki: laa.
Guy: 56ebha?
Turki: laa.
Guy: ajl malik klma 3aleha. 
Anoud: lh klmten 3ly damh zojy. Ent ely malik klma, gm yalwa95 w b3d 3any. Al7een. Grf. 3eeny 3eenik tt7da zojy, ma tst7i? 

He didn't budge, glel adb.

Guy: walla w 6l3 ll7lo lsan. A77eh ya galby. 
Turki: klmtik bl6eb. Emsh dam kramtik m3k la af9'7k 3nd 5lg allah. Yalla, glat adb gsm belah. Grf, mafe e7teram? Tgolik zojha! Elbnt mtzwja! W tkml m3'azl? Allah ya5i4 ashkalik ya shaii5.

The minute he got up and I sat in his place, I faced Anoud.

Turki: 3noud.
Anoud: n3m?

She was looking down. 

Turki: 3noud?
Anoud: sm.
Turki: 6al3eny.
Anoud: maby.
Turki: lw sm7ty, I just need to make sure you're ok.

I'm blowing my cover right now. If I show her that I love her, she'll never forgive me for lying to her. She looked up at me, and her face was covered in tears. 7m*r, he hurt her. 

Turki: wsh swa? 3noud goleli wsh swa! Mar7 aswelh shy, 3wrik 6yb? 

She nodded, and I could feel my anger getting stronger. 

Turki: mrra 3wrik wla shwy?
Anoud: mo mrra. 5la9 Turki, drop it. 

I kept quiet, and I tried to keep still. I had my hand in a fist and it was really tight. I was starting to get a strain from the veins there. I couldn't get myself to relax, when a tiny soft hand was put on my fist. I looked down, w kant yed 3noud. I was so happy, maybe there is hope for us after all. I relaxed my hand shway, but not too much that she'd let go. 

The plane started moving and I could feel her starting to shake. I loosened my fist, and interlaced our fingers. I could feel her starting to relax and I started rubbing my thumb on the back of her hand. 

~

We got home, and we were greeted by our family. We've been gone a month, but both Maha and Ghada's baby bumps got bigger. We were all sitting in the living area, and I decided to mess with the pregnant women. 

Turki: agol 3'ada meta nwyah tolden? 6wlty tra!
Ghada: elmw9'o3 bydi mthln? Esh drani! Tfahm m3 bnt o5ok ent! 
Turki: yallaa ya bint e6l3i 3mik ybek tjen. 6fsh w hw ynt9'rik tra.

Maha: heyy esh m3na my baby doesn't get any attention?
Turki: enty kman e6l3i! Abi babies 5la9 6wlto w ento 7wamil.
Maha: tby baby, jeb ent w 3nouda ana ha4a 7agyy! 
Turki: blah enty shayfh 3noud wjh babies al7en? Twha 93'era.
Maha: wj3 Turki mstw3b ana  w zojtik nfs el3omr! Wsh g9dik y3ny?
Turki: y3ny mdri tbeni ana w 3noud n3'l6 zyik enty w Faisal w 3'ada w 6alal?
Maha: n3m? Men galik ena 3'l6na? 
Turki: ee bcuz every one of you wanted to come back pregnant. 
Ghada: eskt wla btjek 3noud b3d esbo3 tgolik ana 7amil. 

Everyone laughed, except me and Anoud.

After a while of sitting with everyone, it was time for us men to go to the men gathering. I got up and without thinking I gave 3noud a kiss on her forehead and cheek. She blushed, and looked down. I felt really bad, I always put her in situations like that. 

So I came close to her and whispered: "ana asf."

To be continued...
xo


Friday, September 20, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter3

Hello! :p I hope everyone is happy about the long weekend :D ywns, 9a7? Yallaa namo w i6l3o w swo klshy bl3afyh 7baybe ;D<3.

Guess what? Since I'm so happy about the ejaza, fe chapter thani bokra :D.

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I woke up the next day and took the out fit I was going to wear then headed to the bathroom. 

After we were both done getting ready, I put on my 3baya and the driver took us to the airport. I hugged Maha as tight as I could but being careful not hurt her baby bump or hit it, and then I said goodbye to my parents and his parents. 

When we were seated in the plane we were both very quiet. My plane phobia started to kick in the moment I buckled the seatbelt. I let out a huge breath and closed my eyes. 

I put my hands on the arm rests and squeezed the life out of them. Bdeet agra elm3wthat w kl elayat ely ana 7af9't'hm. 

My heart was beating fast, and I couldn't be more scared. I was traveling with a guy who I basically hate, I lied to everyone I love and care about for almost 2 years now and the guy I'm in love with is probably with someone else. For the second time this day I cried. 

Fj2a I felt a strong big hand wrap around my tiny shaking palm. I expected myself to be disgusted or get angry, but I was so scared and his touch calmed me that I instantly forgot about the fact that we were taking off, and for the first time in 20 years I forgot my plane phobia. 

An hour later I was sitting on my seat frozen and Turki was sleeping with his head on the other side. A sweet looking old lady turned around and looked at me. 

Lady: hello!
Anoud: hi.
Lady: are you Saudi? 
Anoud: yes. What about you?
Lady: I'm british. 
Anoud: Oh. Nice to meet you!
Lady: you too! Is that your husband, dear?

Ana skt, ma 3rft shlon ard.

Anoud: yeah, he is my husband.
Lady: well you better be careful, from the position he's sleeping in he's going to wake up with his neck aching.
Anoud: oh, ok.
Lady: fighting already?
Anoud: you could say so.
Lady: oh honey, never let your man sleep when he's angry at you.
Anoud: but I didn't do anything.
Lady: I saw the way he held your hand while the plane was taking off. He really cares about you, but you're so distant and cold towards him.
Anoud: It's a really long story.
Lady: Let's change the subject! Why are you going to London?
Anoud: We're going there for our honeymoon.
Lady: that's not a very good place to go to for a honeymoon!
Anoud: we leave to Mallorca in a week.
Lady: oh, I'm going to Mallorca next week, too.
Anoud: really? Alone?
Lady: no, with my husband.
Anoud: annual trip?
Lady: 60th anniversary.

We kept on talking and somewhere during the flight I felt relaxed enough to fall asleep and without thinking my head was against his shoulder. 

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After a long tiring trip we finally reached London. I've always been in love with London, and it's always been a second home to me. Turki booked 2 separate rooms for us at the hotel, but they were next to each other. The doorman carried my luggage up to my room, and since I don't like sleeping after arriving I showered and put on leggings and shirt. I decided I was going out; on my way out of the hotel I called the shooting academy and told them that I was coming. I always go there when I'm in London.

I took the underground and I got there. After a 3 or 4 hours of shooting I decided to check my phone and then I realized that I have 14 missed calls, 45 whatsapp msgs, 10 txts all from Turki asking where am I. I took the next train back to the hotel, and I went up to my room. I was so so scared; I had no idea what Turki might do to me. Something inside told me that he won't do anything, but still I was scared.

There were 4 knocks on the door, and I took a deep breath and opened the door.

Anoud: n3m?
Turki: ween knty? Keef t6l3en w ma tgolenli? I have been calling you for ages! Y5ty la tgolenly enik bt6l3en bes 3l a8l rdy 3ly e4a dget! Y3ny ana ma ashof eny mswi lik shy 3shan you avoid me lhdraja. Ok, do whatever you want to do! Ana mali d5l fek, bes t4kri en elesbo3 eljay our flight to Mallorca. Ha4y 2 credit cards, m76o6en bEsmik. Buy anything you want using them, and don't worry it's unlimited. Eeh w tra e7temal kber ma nrj3 elriya9' w nro7 directly 3la Germany.

And then he left. I stood there shell-shocked. What just happened?

~

Tonight is our flight to Mallorca, I swear not one minute of this trip felt like a honeymoon. Nothing about this whole thing feels like a marriage a9ln. He never once showed me that he cared, and I didn't say anything. I didn't want to sound needy or anything. I cried myself to sleep every night, and I know now that I regret this more than anything.

I packed everything silently, and then I closed my suitcase. There were 2 knocks on my door, and I opened the door of course it was Turki. He came in the room without any words, and took my suitcase for me and took it downstairs.

Every part of me felt like it was a machine that was programmed to be emotionless. I cried so much I stopped feeling the guilt and regret anymore; the pain that I have from Waleed's heartbreak became a dull ache that I refuse to talk about or even think about. It has been a year since Waleed broke my heart, I stalk his twitter everyday and everyday he tweets something about missing someone. Something deep inside tells me it's me, and another part of me says that I just want to believe my lie.

We got into the plane, and the same drama happened again. This time though Turki didn't try holding my hand, and I realized that from this moment on I was totally alone on this. I felt like crying all over again, but I cried so much during the past week that I felt like my body has lost the ability to tear, 5l9t dmo3y.

~

Two plane rides, and a few fights later we were finally there. Once we reached there they put us into a two bedroom suite that had a sea view with a balcony. I stood on the balcony and took a deep breath; I loved the sea and the view was gorgeous.

As we got there I took a room and put my suitcase in it. I started unpacking as soon as I could bcuz I wanted to go to the beach already. I heard Turki knocking on my door and my heart went into overdrive, yarab ma yb3'a shy.

Turki: mmkin aklmk?
Anoud: n3m?
Turki: shofy adry en b London trktik 3la ra7tik bes tra London 3'eer spain, ok? Enty tdlen b London w klshy bes tra hena 3'eer.
Anoud: elm6lob?

I knew that I was being a b*tch, but with Turki it's necessary.

Turki: elm6lob enik ma t6l3en l7alik bleel. W yof9'al lw ma tb3den 3n elhotel b3d.
Anoud: ok.

The old me would never reply with an 'ok' especially to Turki. I'm a stubborn, and hard headed girl and sometimes about the silliest of things but ever since I agreed to the deal I felt like the energy has been sucked. Turki stared at me weirded out, but I didn't think about it much and I just shut the door in his face.

I put on a ruffled tiffany coloured one piece swimsuit that was backless with a white dress. I grabbed my sun block, tanning cream, and sunglasses and went out to the sea. I started putting on the sunblock on all of my body but I couldn't exactly reach my back, fj2a asm3 9ot Turki.

Turki: do you need help?
Anoud: no, thank you.
Turki: 5leny as3dik tra btn7rgen.
Anoud: ok.

He started putting on the sunblock on my back, and goosebumps covered my body. Ok, maybe this wasn't a very good idea. As soon as he was done, I jumped from my place and thanked him quickly. I took off my dress and put it on my towel and stuff. I went into the water and a few minutes later Turki joined me. I was scared that things would be awkward, but then Turki did what he knows how to do best. He broke the ice between us, by splashing water all over me.

Anoud: 7mar! Bard'h elmoya.
Turki: ee ana sawet ki4a 3shan tdfen!

I laughed and splashed him with water harder. We started having a water fight, and we spent the day basically playing in the sea like were kids all over again. I had so much fun with Turki; we haven't had this much fun together in years, so maybe he isn't husband material but we could always be friends.

We went into the room and I went in to take a quick shower, and after I was done I put on a bright green maxi dress that made me look taller, and I started brushing my hair so it would dry into its natural curls. Turki knocked on my door and I told him he could come in.

Turki: uhh ahleen 3noud.
Anoud: hala, esh fe?
Turki: el7mam 7gy moyta barda so do you think I could shower in yours bsr3a gbl ma n6l3?
Anoud: sure!

We were going out to dinner in a few minutes.

Turki: shokran.

He smiled at me, and my heart dropped. What the h*ll? Why? I went out of the room quickly. While sitting in the living room waiting for him to be done, I realized that I forgot my phone inside the room. I opened the bedroom door and took it off my bedside table and when I looked up I saw that Turki just came out of the bathroom, and he was in a towel, only. My mouth dropped and my eyes went huge.

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To be continued... 

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter2

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It's been 2 weeks since I made the deal with Turki, w his mother called mine awl ma galha. Ya 7lelha 5alti Noura marra mt7msa, she came 3 days ago with Maha 3la asas yshofony bes kant zy a gathering mo 56ba since we've known eachother for more than 21 years now. 6b3n 3shan ma abyn ena fe shy swet nafsi mst7ya w eny ab3'ah w jaa youm elshofa.

I wore a knee length skirt, and a 3/4 sleeved blouse. I left my hair to air dry and put on mascara, for some reason I was very nervous. I don't know why; I've known Turki my whole life and this whole thing is just an act so our parents woldn't doubt anything. I guess I'm just worried about the results of this crazy decision.

Anoud's Mother: yalla 3noud mama t3ali, obok ynadi.
Anoud: enshallah mama al7en bjy.

I took a deep breath, and went down the stairs. I saw how my mother was staring at me, with that look that says 'i-can't-believe-my-baby-is-all-grown-up' and her eyes are all teary. I smiled, and my heart broke at this game me and Turki are playing. The only thing we thought about was our own needs, and never once did it cross our mind how it would affect our families. I hope to god that I made the right decision.

I went into elmjls and quietly sat next to my father. I looked at Turki; he was smiling at me, and I automatically smiled back. I hated Turki with a passion, or well I used to. Now, I just don't like him much. My father said that he was going out to leave us 'alone'. I really wanted to cry and tell him to not leave. I don't want to be alone with Turki; he scares me. I have to get used to it though, we're going to live together for probably the next 6 years. Ugh, what was I thinking? I'm 19! I'm not ready to be married, and to make it worse I was marrying myself off for a deal that might ruin my whole life or fix it into perfection.

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A year later, life while being engaged to Turki was not as bad as I thought. We didn't talk much, but he called me at least once a day. If he knew that I was with Maha he'd txt me non-stop and call so it would be more convincing that we're 'in love' of course no one except the two of us knew the truth of this whole thing. It was a pain to not tell Maha, but she's so happy at the idea of us getting married I can't do it to her. I kept myself busy a lot. I worked really hard and managed to graduate college this year, so me and Turki could leave to Germany by the end of the summer. I applied for masters in Law to continue with my Law degree, and so far my education life looks good el7amdelilah. To keep myself busy, I planned Maha a bridal shower that is just plain amazing.

Now, I just had to get her to go there. I threw a short peach colored dress at her, that was gorgeous but for some reason she never wore and some nude really high heels. Maha was being stubborn as usual and I have to no clue on how to deal with her.

Anoud: yallaa mahoy elbsi elfstan, please! Bnt25r.
Maha: 3noud lazim aro7? T3bana w mali 5ilg w b3d bokrah 3rsi mdri bokrah.
Anoud: y5ty e6l3i! Shmi hwa shwy, la7ga 3la Faisal wallaa btg3den sh'hr mgblh 5shta!
Maha: klba 3noud elfstan mrra 9'ayg!
Anoud: Maha wallaa you look good! 7ta more than good hot! Can we go now? We're late.
Maha: ok ok!

I walked out of the room and I took out a tiny make up mirror to check my reflection and I wasn't really looking where was I going and bumped into Turki's hard chest. My lipstick smudged his white shirt, and I panicked bcuz it looked like a girl gave him a kiss right under where his heart is. I have no idea how to remove that. What if he's going out?

Anoud: shi2 shi2!! I'm so sorry 7beby! Off 3ndik makan mohem tro7lh?

I tried rubbing the stain with my hand to remove it, instead I was making it worse. I was more shocked at myself for calling him 7beby bl3ada ata2te2 lma agolha bes hlmarra 6l3t 3ady. Zeen mny enha 6l3t l2na 3ndy e7sas ena Maha jalsa t6al3. I was still rubbing the smudge very strongly, and I was kind of liking it. 3shan akon 9re7a Turki is a really fit guy, so  touching him isn't exactly so bad I'm supposed to hate him though. Well, I can hate him but love his body. I could hear him laugh and my reaction, but I was too busy blushing and trying to remove the smudge. Fj2a 7a6 ydah 3la ydi 3shan awgf, w ana 6al3t fog w kint 7a6a el6ar7a 3la rasy 3l5feef fa awl ma rf3t rasi 6a7t w km 5o9la min sh3ri 6a7o 3la wjhi. I was too busy staring at Turki to notice that he had his fingers on my cheek, and then Maha coughed and we jumped apart. Atw83 eny glbt 6ma6a.

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3 months later I was busy making wedding and milka arrangements, bcuz me and Turki weren't exactly a typical couple we decided to have the milka and the wedding on the same day and that they would be small. So bes family, and close friends.

It was finally the wedding day. I was scared, nervous, and excited. I didn't think that my marriage would be a deal, but that's what it was. I never would've believed that I'd be getting married to the guy who bullied me as a kid, and it never crossed my mind that I'd hate my husband on my wedding day. I don't know why, but I never liked Turki. He used to hit and kick me and pull my hair, and when I went through my 'fat' years he always liked to point out my weight.

I'm doing this to have a chance with Waleed. I don't have to do anything, and as mean as Turki might be he'd never make me do anything. Maha came into the room, and checked that my hair was in place and that my dress looked perfect. My hair was braided into a flower waterfall, and my dress had a V from the back and was covered with lace all over the upper part with long sleeves. I looked at my reflection one more time, and I faked the hugest smile I have ever faked. I took a deep breath, and stood at the end of the hall.

 ألف صلي و سلم عليك يا حبيب الله محمد ألف صلي و سلم عليك يا حبيب الله محمد

My stomach is aching.

يا العنود سمي و ادخلي باليمين يمناك يا فال البنات الصالحات

What am I doing?

يالغالية هالليلة كل المسلمين قارين لك المعوذات

I'm so so so stupid.

محروسة بإذن الله رب العالمين محروسة بإذن الذي وهب  قلبك صلاة

I won't cry.

لا يالأصيلة مافي داعي تحلمين الواقع بنفسه يلبي الأمنيات

I'm nearly there.

وش هالوقار الي وقفوله القاعدين هبيه سكنت داخلها مجموعات خصال

I hope people don't notice me shaking.

عقل و سنع طيبة رقي علم و دين ما تبقى كلمة غير لله الكمال

A few more steps. Will it ever end?

الله يهني قلبك بهالوالدين بين تعب السنين و إخلاقك مثال

I'm so sorry, mama.

يا رب تمم هالمحبة الهايلة بينها و بين خلانها

Ween elm7ba bes? Ha4a klh deal.

...

I finally got llKosha. Now it was the men's zaffa. He came in with my dad, and his. He looked so handsome, but it would never be enough. Once he sat down next to me, and kissed my forehead he whispered into my ear:

Turki: you look beautiful, mashallah.

I blushed and looked down at my ring.

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After cutting the cake and taking millions of pictures, it was time for us to go to the hotel before leaving to our honeymoon. We were going to Mallorca and London, and I was excited about shopping, but I was dreading the sleeping arrangements.

I really hope he booked 2 rooms, or I would have a tantrum. I took off the pins in my hair, and washed my face from the make up. I opened the suitcase to look for my PJs all I could find was lacy lingerie that I'd never wear.

Oh god, what is this? Ya allah. B4b7 Maha! I txted her and showed her how angry I was and she simply replied that I'll thank her later. What do I do? He didn't book this room so we're sharing it for the night, and I have nothing to wear. I sat on the floor, and stared at the suitcase. It just hit me how bad this all is. Fj2a ashof Turki stretched his hand and he was holding a shirt and boxers.

Anoud: Thank you.

I didn't get to hear his reply bcuz I locked myself in the bathroom as fast as I could, and when I was into his clothes. I cried. I started crying bcuz I'm probably going to regret this my whole life. I started crying bcuz there's no coming back now. I started crying bcuz I was really really really stupid.

To be continued..
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Unexpected: EXPLANATION.

The feedback 3la this story ma y7ms abd </3! Shj3ony shwy ya nas, walla tra writing a story while going to school is not easy so please give me some support 3shan at7ms 3la elposts. This is not a post it's just an explanation bcuz kther ma fhmo the first chapter.

Ok so chapter 0 was basically an "intro" to the story. 3shan t3rfon keef 3noud w Turki's relationship started.

Awl chapter ybyn eno Anoud 6ol 3omrha tkrh Turki, bes t7b wa7id esma Waleed w Waleed ha4a bysafr Germany 3shan ydrs fe nfs elyom ely Waleed gal el3noud enh byro7 jaa Turki w jls yshki el7al el3noud.

Turki took his university degree from Germany, and he wants to go back to take his masters bes omh w aboh ygolon mafy rj3a ela w ent mtzwj. So lma gal el3noud 3n ha4y elmoshkila w galha ena ma yby ytzwj w y7s el7al elwa7ed ho enh ytzwj w7da tby tdrs bra fa ya54ha m3h w ykon zwajhm 3la elwrg bes. Elmoshkila ena Turki 5ayf en ely bytzwjha momkin tt3lg feh, fa 3noud kant tmz7 w galt ajl mfro9' ttzwjni l2na mosta7eel a7bik wl fikra 3jbt Truki fa galha fakri feha.

6b3n 3noud mosta7el twafg 3la elidea, bes t4krt ena Waleed ra7 Germany w if she goes with Turki she'll get nearer to him. Lsa kant elfikra mo mra 3ajbh 3noud, bes b3den Waleed klmha w gal "la tnt9'reni l2ni momkin at3rf 3la w7da henak w ansak" and that sentence hurt Anoud deeply so she told him ena fe nas jayen y56bonha w enha btwafg w kant btgolah. That's when she called Turki and said that it was a deal. So everything that is happening, is basically acting.

That's how their relationship started, of course parts of the first chapter are the same as parts of Maha and Faisal's story bcuz they happened at the same time. Starting chapter 2 almost all the events will be new events, and Maha&Faisal are going to be mentioned a lot in this story since Maha is Anoud's bestfriend and Turki's sister.

xo

Friday, September 13, 2013

Unexpected: Chapter1

I got a lot of exciting feedback 3la el intro. I really hope this story will be as interesting as you guys hope.

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I don't know what was I doing, and I have no idea how it all happened, but it did. 

Turki's laugh interrupted my thinking, and I wanted to slap myself for being so stupid. 

Turki: mashallaah msr3 8rrty? 
Anoud: I need to get out of here, fast. 
Turki: bes lazm t9bren sanah ma agdar atzwjik w enty mo m5l9a jam3h.
Anoud: I'll transfer there, 3ady!
Turki: no, by7osonik ki4a. Next year we'll both go, yalla bye 7bbty.

And he hung up. Wsho ely 7bbty 4aa? 5eeer? Why did I ever say yes? Ugh. Turki.

A minute later I got a text from him saying "sorry, know you hate it. Had to fake the love in front of my brothers and dad." 

I laughed at his logic, does this guy think about what he says or not? Who cares? I just made the biggest decision of my life and I just realized it. 

Turki's P.O.V

Sh*t, sh*t, what have I done? What was I thinking? I'm so stupid. She hates me, but she agreed to this. I have to keep my calm or my friends will notice. 

Bader: abo khalid shfek mtn7?
Hamad: el3ashg elwlhan. 

I laughed at them; they had no clue. 

Turki: ween 3ashg wlhan walla mneb fa9'y. 
Bader: 3lena? Mein ely kent tklmha gbl shwy 6yb?
Turki: malek d5l, yalla 9'f wjhik bes ylml8of

D5l 9degna Waleed lmjls w wjh'h m9fg. 

Turki: shfek ent wjhik m9fg?
Bader: ohoo kl a5wya2na 3shganen ya 7md shrayik bes ngom nro7 nshbk lna km w7da.
Hamad: wallaa ybelna ya Bader. Turki ma wdek tshbklna w7da mn 5wyat Maha e5tik. 
Bader: wila Maha bnafsaha.
Turki: la tjeb esm e5ti 3la lsanik, ya5y thamen klamik shwy ma tst7i? Jay tgoly ki4a w ana o5oha. Ma tkbron entm? T5rjna mn eljam3h w ent tdrs masters w laa 7rkat bzran blthanawy? E3gl ya5y. 
Bader: shfek ya5y ma gelt shy kent ast'hbl! W ent dari. 
Hamad: ok hado elwa'93 shwy. Waleed shfek bes?

I was looking at Waleed, wajh'h kan marra 3'reb. 6b3n ma 39bt 9dg 3la ely galh Bader l2ny dari enh yst'hbl, bes kent lazim awgfa 3ind 7ada.

Waleed: t4kron elbint ely gltlkm eny 3rft'ha eb dubai gbl snaten? 
Turki: ay w7da? T3rf mashallah entom ra3een bnat kther ma ngdr nl7g 3aleikm 9eya3.
Waleed: mswi 6al3 mnha ent?
Bader: ela Turki 3ad 4aa ma gd 7aka abd. 
Hamad: shfek nasi el7bebty ely gbl shwy?
Bader: 9a7 ma gd klm ela 4ee el3'ame9'h. Mo twik tgolna e3glo? 
Turki: ya5y 56ebty w keefy mo jaybha min elshar3 ana.
Waleed: 56bt? 
Turki: ee gbl youmeen, w wafgt.

Klhm barakoli, w d5lna bSalft elzwaj bes mw9'o3 Waleed kan lsa frasi ma t7mlt fa s2lta:

Turki: ma gltlna shfek Waleed?
Waleed: eeh 9a7. Elbnt ely 3rft'ha fe Dubai gbl sanateen. 
Turki: ay w7da?
Waleed: ely g3d sh'hren a8n3ha tklmni flnehaya ma r9't ela tklmni kny 9deg'ha.
Bader: eeeeh ely tt3'la.
Hamad: g9dik ely mtrabya.
Bader: wsh esmha mar?
Waleed: lw t6er maneb gaylik eskt 5leny akamel elsalfh.
Bader: kml kml yal gentleman.
Waleed: dget 3leha elyoum w gltlha en lw knty t7beny wla shy ensany 3shan ymkn ma arj3 w atzwjik w mdri wsh t3rfon abi aftak, ela tgoly: kwys enik dget a9ln kint bgolik ena jony 56ab w bwafg. 

I felt bad for Waleed, bes ystahl. Daymn yl3b blbnat wl7mdellah hlbint ma t3lgt feh bes shklh ho t3lg feha. 

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Anoud's P.O.V:

A week later I was sitting on my bed thinking about what I decided to do with my life. I think that was the craziest thing I've ever done, but it was too late to back out now he told his mom. My phone dinged and it was a msg from Maha. 

'Come over I need you, asap!' 

I called her, and asked if any of her brothers are there. 

Maha: a5wani klhm bra elbeet w mb raj3en ela bokrah, t3aly namy 3indy! 
Anoud: ok bs2al mama. 
Maha: 6yb yallaa bnt9'rik.

I felt relieved when she said that her brothers are out. I called Jeffrey and told him that I'm going out. 

I stopped by to get coffee and cupcakes. I went inside Maha's house and since I spent my whole life there it felt like home. 

Anoud: honeyyy! I'm homeee. 

I heard her laugh, and tell me to come up stairs. I went up to her room and sat down on her bed. 

Anoud: so esh fe?

And she told me all about the engagement and her wanting to get Faisal's number. All the time I could think of only one thing which is him. Suddenly 6alal comes in the room at the wrong time. 

Talal: t7ben men?
Anoud: hw shfek 6alol g9dna Max from The Wanted.
Talal: ahaa..

Phew, best save in the history of saves. While Talal was filling Maha in with the details of 

Talal: ee 3nouda keefik? 
Anoud: el7amdelilah ana b5eer, w Ghada b5eer.
Talal: men sa2al 3n Ghada?
Anoud: bes a36i zyadat info.. 
Talal: eeh ajl shlon wjhik lma ngol esm Turki?

I blushed automatically, I don't know why. Maha's laugh made me give her a look. Then at that same moment Turki came and just when I thought I couldn't be more embarrassed.

Turki: 3ad elaa 3noudaa ha4yy el7ubbb! 

I buried my head into Maha's blanket and let out a muffled scream, what have I gotten myself into? 

To be continued..
xo